"Whatever way my days decline,
I felt and feel, tho' left alone,
His being working in mine own,
The footsteps of his life in mine"
by Alfred, Lord Tennyson
Every so often you make a connection so deep that it lasts a lifetime; even if you don't see each other in person, you feel their pain, you share their experiences in your dreams, you are inspired by them, you really can feel their footsteps in your own. It is magical and beautiful and heart-rending but you need to trust and have faith, that if it's meant to be, it will be; that you will find one another once more and this time, the planets will have aligned and the timing will be perfect. In the lonely hours, trust that he will find a way to reach you. Keep the faith. Even star-crossed lovers get there in the end.